Things change

It’s different being around you now. I feel the sort of tension when we are in the room together. I miss us being together. I miss the ‘happy’ feeling I had for you. I used to be so excited to see you… And now it’s so awkward dancing together just us two. Everything is just so weird whether it is seeing each other or even passing by to get to where we are supposed to be. I don’t like this feeling at all. I want things to go back to the way it used to be.

I wish it was that easy. I try to get over you but I can’t seem to. I constantly try to convince myself that I don’t need you that I don’t want to go through it again that I’m over you but It’s not working. It’s so ridiculous how I’m mad at you and next hour later, it’s like nothing ever happened. You have this affect on me that I don’t have for anyone else. I wish you could realize that I don’t see myself with anybody but you.